the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

i must be really so tired today tt i dont even have the energy to packet my meals. my mum packeted my fav char been hoon for me for bfast today, i brought donchickenpie to work and my colleague packeted mee goreng for me, and dinner mummy bought food back for me again.

so ate my food, watched some tv and surf the net just like any 9-5 working adults. except tt im working frm 0730-1930. gosh. i slept at 2am after a long chat on the phone and forced myself to wake up to work after 3 full days of rest.

so i consolidate my pictures and found all my super horrible looking photos, my videos, the various files tt i used to keep. it is like a reflection of my past. good to learn more abt myself.

and as i was trying to filter the stuff, i find myself deleting photos tt were too backdated, too uninteresting, too redundant and too dumb. i realised friends are akin to photos, some photos, the older they get, the better and more memorable they become. family photos, holiday photos which never fail to strike a conversation with ur frens and loved ones. however there are some photos which u simply took for fun knowing that they have no value at all, just like hi-bye friends or the so called 酒肉朋友。

and there come some photos whereby u may not rem where or when u took them somehow, but they do strike a chord once u take time and effort to rem. there are some friends whom we may not rem after a long time, but u still smile whenever u see them cos u rem the good times u had together, eg colleagues whom u worked together for 2 years but drifted apart because someone had a greener pasture out there. i still rem those lunch times i had w my colleagues when i was working FT after my As.

sch friends. colleagues. family members. gfs. bfs. i rem i loved taking photos so much tt i took all sort of nonsense like 3 same pictures of a plate of food at a hawker centre. even yellow cldnt stand me!

but i guess this is wat they call the changes tt one undergo as u grow up.

i bought a mini hifi set last sunday just to enjoy the music wherever i go. bought a pure white philips set. thanks to crispy who agreed to go shopping w me! went ikea bought stuff, and courts and giant! yes u are right, i went to the tampines area. dropped by at salvation army to drop my used but very new clothes. =) did a good deed.

one of my colleague msged me today and told me he wanted some time to think abt his future. it really shocked me cos i didnt expect tt from him. i mean he was usually quite 洒脱 in everything tt he does and suddenly such a serious and solemn msg.

i texted him a few times later on but he didnt reply so i guess he really needed some time alone.

growing up. hmm, isnt easy arent it?

and this random thot just came to me. i realised im such a IT freak. i mean im not super into the latest technology and all, but i discovered i cant live without many things and i have too many things for my own good.

-my camera
-my videocamera
-my 40gb hard disk
-my new dell laptop
-my bluetooth mouse
-my mobile phone bluetooth
-my palmtop

woah.

okay, go away working blues. may tmr be better and supper tmr w kakis!

loving the night! (nt the day time where i had to attend 2 meetings in tt 12 hrs)

=))