the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

today is 16 july.

time seems to fly. i havent been updating my blog for close to 2 weeks. gosh. seriously, i cant rem things tt happened. alright, actually i do. since the day i passed my licence, i have been driving and driving everywhere i go. like today, i drove to chinatown to get my toiletries while uncle wee went back to the port to do his work. then i "sent" myself back home cos i drove and he just sat beside me, trying to distract me by talking nonstop.

lol. anyhow today i had my steamboat craving satisfed cos uncle tan and wee and i went to coca steamboat at international building. yay. it was quite reasonable given the freshness of the food. prompt service as well. and in my entire life, i didnt know there is such a thing called fish glue. i think they give in too much to me. lol. cos they offered many places to eat but i said no to all and all i wanted was to eat steamboat.

just yest, i attended time mastery course. before i headed to the building, i had bfast at west coast mac with the same old guys again. they ended night shift while i was fresh and awake cos they changed my night shift to day shift so tt i cld go for my course.

the time mastery course was -_-" seriously i didnt know how many times i yawned there. in fact, it was such irony cos i wasted one whole day (and mind you, it was supposed to be my first off) there listening to how we shld learn to cherish our loved ones and that our time do not entirely belong to us only.

then had lotsa grp work but i kept yawning away. can you imagine waking up so early for 2x day shift and one more course. i know it is the norm for pp working in the office, but really....... nt meant for JOANNA YONG. i ta bu le tahan.

lunch time. the guys still havent gone home, so we headed to ikea to makan. i think i shld stop pampering myself and eat lesser and more economical food!! *think of buy-joanna-a-car-fund*

got a msg from someone close yest. something happened and she walked out of the family. it was accumulative disappointment, intolerance and etc. i hope she will be fine out there by herself. i know how it feels. the guilt, the sadness, the relief and everything.

i dunno why life has a way to make us cry and laugh and make us experience the extremes. often, im left wondering if we will be better off feeling nonchalant. but then again, without those sadness, we wont appreciate happiness. today is kinda emotional day. seriously. i kept worrying abt her. and esp when rental rates are so high nowadays, how is she gg to survive outside? :(

sumtimes uncle wee and tan and myself we'll talk abt work and bosses. though they are complaining most of the time, there are things to be learnt frm there. like how one can be so helpless in such a big organisation and what pp say is so true, if one day we/i/he/she were to quit from the current workplace, it would be jumping from one shit hole to another. pardon the lanaguage, but u do get the gist.

not tt im being negative or anything like tt, but as i work longer, i get to see microscoped corporate issues that definitely exist everywhere we go. so either u learn to live w it, or let it go or back out. there are many reasons why i like my current job. so i guess i will live w it and try to make the best out of it.

it has been a long day today. started the day at 11. met sister for pasar malam just now after her driving. cooked dinner earlier on. going to bed now so tt i get enuff slp for tmr. =)