the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

god blessed me with the car i had for today. because when night shift ended this morning, it was raining so heavily.

so i am proudly a car owner for like one week bcos mr wee went to japan and generously lent me his car. no worries! the car is still lovely and i planned to vacuum the car for him over the weekends and to wax and polish. to make it look like a 1 yr old car despite the SFQ car plate. heh.

so the car. yes the bads and the goods. the good? no more waiting for shuttle buses into the port. i slp for 15 min more each day. i dun get wet during rainy days anymore. i can carry many many things and just chunk them at the back of the car. i get the aircon despite the hot hot weather. i go to many places to eat now (my bike does bring me everywhere too but it is just different)

the bad. im broke by like $70. haha. went to pump full tank just now at caltex. despite w the hsbc credit card... despite the extra 5% discount.. my heart still bleed. lol. and the parking coupons. the purple and the yellow overnight coupons. oh man. perhaps they can try to reduce the rates by using more lao-ya paper and not so thick paper. hm, then parking will be cheaper. the coupons quality are so thick la! why didnt i realise it when i use to tear coupons for pp? the $6 cashcard is still happily sitting in the IU and phew no ERP whenever i go to work. tt is wat i like abt west so much. or perhaps tt is wat i like abt my shift work so much.

and i dislike the yellow+orange plate behind my car. makes it an easy target for big cars to bully me. :( even my fellow biker peers bully me too.

and just yest boss came over and handed me the letter abt the annual apprasial. hmmm something happened and i didint quite wanna talk abt it. i mean the apprasial was positive but something w relevance to the apprasial wasnt nice. it is just the PR thing.

all i feel is competition is endless. i used to be someone who liked to compete very much, it does motivate a person alot but only if the person can perceive competition to be something healthy. but more often than not, competition isnt tt welcomed because of the threats tt come along w it.

sigh, i dunno what is wrong w me. but nowadays i find joy in fetching my mum, sisters and then just stroll in westmall window shopping w them. i no longer like the attention seeking activities. i like driving alone. and the funny thing is jam no longer frustrates me tt much anymore. instead i appreciate the me time and listening to my fav songs.

how true it is when one tends to tone down as they grow older.

all i want is true ~~friends~~ friend to be with me and to grow with me. seriously one is more than enough. shoo those lao-ya-pok friends away.

big bad wolves go away.

saturday praying to 阿公 and then night shift and sunday time to clean the car!

im super spoilt. i think i cant survive without a car now.. *slap me*

argh.. and taiwan plans are like gone?!!?! it is okay, can ask CRISPY ANG to go! =)

i still love her as my travelling partner. she is super nice and goes anywhere w me!

1 more min to the mask and then time for beauty sleep.

may those pp who constantly pick on others, please reflect on yourselves first because noone is perfect and so are you. and i believe the world is almost quite fair if you know there is a balance of everything in life.

peace peace. good night world.