the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Friday, October 19, 2007

these days seem to pass really quickly. perhaps i chose it that way because it tends to internalise the pain inside or rather i have been blessed with alot of people who love me. :)

i was on leave for 3 days and then i had fun going out with frens, packing my room and as well as the entire hse. and im back to work today again and tmr there is another night shift and im off again. THEN another 3 days leave for my bday week, but i want to keep it really quiet because there is no reason for me to celebrate.

so yes all in all, i only worked for 12 days. had a mini meeting with my overall terminal manager today and i think she was trying to pyscho me to stay LONG LONG in psa which i of course intend to if nothing goes wrong. and i really like her as the manager because she has this extra human touch.

and oh yes, i got my first bday card today. :) by all the operation managers.

despite so many happy things, i feel a little confused, sad. probably i miss my 阿公. but i know 阿公 is up there watching over us.

i saw this little write up and i think it is so true. and it is probably the most accurate way to paint the way i try to lead my life now.

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isnt that nice?

i booked a ticket to fly to ho chi minh city (HCMC) this late jan and i booked my hostel last night. only USD 7 per pax per night! and i read the reviews, almost everyone gave 100% on all the different booking websites! must be really good. im struggling to figure out the various districts in HCMC because the names are sooo confusing. but no worries, if i can figure out bangkok, vietnam shldnt be a problem for me. with so much free time on hand, it is time to gain more knowledge and to pick up a new language. went to kinokuniya e other day and chose one compact travel pack where it teaches u simple phases in CD and book forms. and yay, i get to claim from PSA! :)

my mum nags at me every single day bcos either i dont slp or i slp too late, but i think i prefer doing things at night. haha im like a bat who leads a double life in day and night respectively. i hope to bring her out for a meal this sat. thou im upset abt certain issues, i guess forgive and forget is the best way to rule ur life. :)

to things that dont come to me, i dunno whether to go after it and make it mine or i shld just leave it. but taking into my nonchalant attitude these days, i havent been the most proactive person ard and i shld really leave alot of things to fate. what will be, will be.

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

i shld really cherish what i have to and not to take it for granted. im sorry tt i lost my temper just now. im really sorry.

lotsa knots tangled up, but i will leave everything to tmr and then let it be untangle naturally. :)

a side note, ben thanh market in HCMC is a MUST TO VISIT!!

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

a really nice song. thank you. :)