the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Thursday, October 12, 2006

at the back of my mind, i wanted to blog but i was too lazy to switch on the comp. then as i walked back from the toilet, i realised my sister didnt shut down the comp and so i am here to blog about some thots.

so many things happened for this period of time and i am not too sure about many stuff. there are certain stuff where i have made up my decision and decide not to look back anymore. but i am caught up in certain issues which i think will definitely require more brain cells to think about.

i am so sick and tired of blogging here cos i can never type what i really feel. bcos of people who read it, because of how unwilling i am to face my own thots, because of pp who i care and love, because of many factors.

today shld have been a fantastic day w the IT 1004 tutorial cancelled. with my facial done. with no work. with simple dinner. with lovely fish to view.

at the end of the day when i got back home, i felt different. i felt sad. i felt vulnerable. i felt lost. prob of something tt i heard and i got affected because i am indirectly involved.

patience is all i need, i guess.

i really dunno how to continue typing w/o sharing the facts here. all i know is i wan a space to type randomly.

expectations do kill, dont they?

i think so and they are the most lethal weapon to bring one down.

i dont wanna think anymore. please let me go to bed now and slp thru-out the entire night. at times like this, it is all i wish for.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,

and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.

Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Patti Symth - Sometimes Love Just Aint Enough