the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Friday, October 13, 2006

i find myself staring into the blank space more often than before.

it has never been me to waste time like tt and just think of nothing while im travelling from places to places, eating, using the comp, doing work.

this kinda feeling suck cos i dunno wat is running thru my mind right now.

im in a state of confusion and unhappiness.

no words can ever describe what im truly feeling. and now, i dun even know wat im feeling. i feel like i dunno myself.

while i derive some happiness from other places/people, the overwhelming sadness and unhappiness will always loom over the happiness. isnt it human nature to emphasize more on the negative side as compared to the positive aspect?

with sucky project mates that tell u that she pays everyone $20 to complete her part for her and when the project duedate is only 2 weeks more and another chemistry project which require me to present in front of 200+ people, how good can life get man?

i dunno. perhaps like what i always believe, life itself is like an cycle. there are peaks of happiness anad troughs of unhappiness.

whatever that is going to be, may i rise to the peak of happiness again on 15 oct.

the only thing tt keeps me alive now.

please give me the strength to complete my cm 3241 project and lab report.

friends, im sorry about such outburst. sometimes, i just need an avenue to express my thots.

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me

Please remember, Please remember

Please Remember - LeAnn Rimes