the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

was on the way to sch and i realised i havent seen xinwen and yp for many weeks when we promise to meet each other weekly. i guess tt is how hectic sch can be. totally no social life in nus. (yes im pin-pointing nus).

sulin, u must be enjoying urself in china. do let me know if u wanna meet up in bangkok. i told suz abt it and she says must wait for u to confirm ur visa and stuff first. rem to let us know okay. can always leave a tag in my board.

got a mail from frenster. today is my bukit gombak ah beng supper kaki's birthday! e only thing good i can get from frenster. it reminds me my good frens' bday. :)

lately, my heart has been feeling heavy because of certain issues. issues that are close to my heart but i dunno how to handle/resolve them. at times, i think i am a coward who prefer to walk away from most stuff when sth unpleasant happens. though im trying my best to change this irresponsible attitude, i need strength, support and time.

there are certain decisions tt one have to make when they reach crossroads. i am no exceptional as well. major decisions tt will affect the rest of ur life are inevitably not easy to make. one has to think twice, even thrice to balance the good and bad before deciding on something. and the most impt thing is not to even look back when u have made the deicision because regrets are the most difficult and tough companion to have as u proceed with life.

i always wondered whether it is good to follow the heart or the mind.

for me, i lived most of my life following my heart. and i must say i havent been tt unfortunate. decisions tt i make following my heart often proves to be not-too-bad and im thankful to god (whichever god it may be).

whatever decision tt i am going to make, please bless me and be there for me.

when pain arise, absorb them, digest them. afterall, pain is part of parcel of life. no way to avoid.

one fine day, i will have to face the music. all i can for now is im awfully sorry.

PS to all frens: i lost my SIM n havent got the chance to replace the sim, but i will do so before my bday chalet. as for now, i like the solitude and solace tt i have.