the love for anything that moves esp bikes! oh yes, and blushers. what a contradiction! :)

Sunday, September 17, 2006

ambiguous title i know.

i have just completed my project powerpoint slides. i dislike the blue skin, but i guess it is just me who dislike the colour blue. any colour is okay, except dark blue.

anyway some thots for these few days. i may have alot of mind, but i think i am not gg to type so much at the end of the day cos those thots have vanished or evaporated somehow.

i went for interview today and i got the job tt doreen recommended me. highest paying job i ever have for now. starting work next week i think. i need to find out more abt alcohol for now.

this semester has been a pretty fulfiling one though i havent been paying attention to all my chem modules. but it feels like i have done alot in sch and outside sch.

like i mentioned in previous post, there were alot of new beginnings and i kinda like these feelings.

friends no longer affect me tt much as compared in the past. but i wanna say over this period of time, i have come across many kinda of friends. friends who have disappointed me, mocked at me, go thru ups and downs with me. chat-abt-anything-under-the-sun friends, ex-colleagues turned good friends, friends who suddenly became sch mates only. plenty.

so many changes, but my ideas abt life remain pretty intact. i like how i define life and love for the people ard me. so tt means im pretty much the same. i wont change myself just because someone has hurt me. but i would definitely better myself and love others more if others love me (more).

a few months back, i kept worrying abt wat will happen to me when i graudate? my worries are unfounded because everything happens for a reason and it should by right. so i am going to take things slow and grab any opporuntities that come along if they ever do cross my path.if nt, then hard work will have to take opportunities place.

life has taken a better turn ever since i quitted starhub (except for my pocket, but tt is really fine cos i gained alot more that money cant buy). quality time for myself, sch, frens and loved ones. it is amazing how i recharged myself ever since i backed away from those office politics and hectic work+sch schedule.

im typing this because i think i got too much pent up thots and most of them are pretty positive thots which i wanna post it here and to reminisce when im older next time.

pretty random, but bearing in mind tt this is my blog and it is for me to read, so yeah, i cldnt be bothered to tidy up those thots.

i have been having oddly-timed lunch/dinner breaks with my friends and i do cherish the little time spent. (you know who u are) i love the sugar rolls while waiting. heh.

alright, just to let everyone tt life's good. everything is back in order. i just need to figure out how to steal someone's NMR spectrum next monday. heh. :)

im gg to watch starlight movies with my favourite friend/s and maybe ahma+cousin! :)

PS: i have taken out wishes that are beyond realisation. heh. keep my desires to the minimal.

When you feel the dream is over
Feel the world is on your shoulders
And you lost the strength to carry on
Even though the walls may crumble
And you find you always stumble through
Remember never to surrender to the dark
Cos if you turn another page
You will see that’s not the way the story has to end